It's been 4 days since I decided to get back on track and lose those 20 pounds (plus the 10 I gained back). When I weighed this morning I had lost 2.8 pounds. That makes me so happy! I really hated that vicious cycle I was in, weighing every morning and telling myself I would make the right food choices and not over do it and then every day eating whatever I wanted. I beat myself up every night for blowing it that day, I don't have to do that if I make the right choices. I feel better about myself when I'm eating the things I should be eating. (I really want a cupcake right now, but I know I wouldn't be able to stop at just one if I made some, so I won't)
I tried on swimsuits today while on lunch. I was pretty depressed when I was done. I tried on two swimsuits, two dresses and two pairs of pants. Only one of the dresses fit and looked good. I walked away from the fitting room, depressed and before I got too far into my pity party... God reminded me... I knew before I tried on the swimsuits that I probably wouldn't find one that would keep the "girls" contained, I've never been able to buy pants at Target, and the dresses were two different sizes. So I was depressed for those 2 minutes for nothing!
I'm back on track and I'm happy about it, now I just need to get my butt off the couch and start walking again.
I'll do that tomorrow :)
Remember the old WW saying, "Nothing tastes as good as thin feels."
ReplyDeleteI love how much you are allowing God to speak to you in the little ways, and just relying on Him. You look great and I know you are working hard for it. I am proud of you, and you should be extremely proud of yourself. Not many people have the dedication you show or as much commitment. It shows a lot of strength of character. Stay positive and always remind yourself of how far youve already come! :)
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